where'd this come from?

at the moment it sounded crazy awesome, and later as I thought about its possibilities I felt they were defensible. damnit! have you never tried to create something? undue elation and foolish pride finish every stupid project! why did I waltz into Lisa's room when I was 10 and say, look at this drawing! because even though it wasn't finished, if I didn't show it to someone right then, by the morning it would've seemed a wasted effort. self-canceling doubt follows upon every production. it can't be helped. only the audience can be switched.